Hey, hey. xAmaShadowx
I just feel like I have to write something for the wonderful girl who owns this page.
So you'd better be ready for some cheesy; long stuff.
Cricket - yes you, my purrfect kitten c:
I say everyday that I love you. Still I feel like it's not enough.
I don't only love you... I need you.
Honestly I don't know what I'd do without you.
You came in my life two years ago and I don't understand how I didn't realize that you were the one I needed - the one I wanted to spend my life with. It feels so right to call you mine... to be yours.
Loving you is so easy...
You're the reason why I keep getting up every morning, keep trying to hold on even when shit happens. And God knows shit happens quite often in my life. It looks like I attract bad luck or something...
But you're here. And you're the reason why I believe good things can happen to me - isn't being yours; and even knowing you, the most amazing things I've ever had in my life ?
It's still so hard to realize that you love me.
Someone as amazing, talented, sweet, cute, smart, and beautiful as you... loving me, a dumb, scarred, anxious lion?
Yet I can see with everyday coming that it's true. And I always feel so happy when I wake up because I know I'll get to see you.
Whenever I hear your voice, I feel like I'm Home. And whenever I see your beautiful smile I can't help but smile too.. You're making me happy. And I sincerely hope I'm making you happy, too.
Because I can't think of my life without you.
When I imagine my future, I see you right next to me. And I don't ever want that to change.
I like to think of how things will be in a few months, when I'll get in California and I'll finally hold you in my arms. I love to think we'll do so well we'll get our own apartment in a year or two; and that one day; after a long (and terrifying) talk with your father, I'll ask you to marry me - because yes, I am serious when I talk about it. I used to hate the idea of getting married to someone; but I truly want to spend my life with you.. and it just sounds right.
People can call me crazy; but I /know/ we're meant to be together.
I don't know how I can tell that without a doubt.. but I feel it deep inside of me and nothing could ever make me think differently.
These times are hard, and I know you're often upset because I'm so far from you.. and I'm so sorry about that. But I promise you, I'll get there soon.
And as hard as it can be to believe it; then life will be even better than it is now.
Until then, just remember that my heart never leaves your side, and that you're all I see.
I love you <3JayLights
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