Hey, it’s xAmaShadowx
Coming here to write a little something for the wonderful girl who owns this page c:
I knew I loved you before I even met you. I’ve known that for a really long time now and never doubted it.
And then I met you.
Going in the airport was the most terrifying experience in my life.
So many people; so much noises; and not knowing where to find you.. But I managed to find you. My tiny, lost, confused and exhausted kitten.
You saw me and smiled at me and the world changed in a minute.
You ran to me. Yes; you did! You literally jumped in my arms and at the very moment they closed around you I realized that things would be perfect. That I was complete. Oh I wanted to kiss you so bad. To taste your lips and hold you close and never let you go.
Everything just came naturally and that’s what makes it absolutely insane.
Your hand in mine; only a few minutes after we’ve met for the very first time IRL, was the most natural thing. And it never left mine since then.
Your body next to mine, curled up on a chair with my arm around you; watching a movie… The most amazing thing.
Sleeping with you next to me… in my arms. We haven’t spent a night apart since then and I know I will not be able to sleep as well as I do when I know that I will open my eyes to see you; that I will breathe you and hold you… that you’re right next to me.
I hate physical contact but with you; it feels right. I crave it; love it; enjoy every bit of it and I don’t think my life would be complete if I had to go without it for any reason.
I love to look next to me; see you smile at me and think “holly shit, we made it”. I love to kiss you for absolutely no other reason than the fact that I can; and see you smile at me… I swear I fall in love with you again and again every time.
And it lets me know we will be fine. I know that. I feel it in my bones.
When people ask how I feel about knowing that we might be apart again I know I should be upset; but I’m not.
Yes; I want to stay with you; and distance will hurt like hell… but I know we will be fine. I know you will wait for me, and I will wait for you. I know that you will be the first thing to come in my head in the morning when I’ll wake up; and the last one to cross my mind when I’ll fall asleep. I know you will be in every dream I’ll have.
You are my other half. My mate. My everything.
We are perfect together; in so many way… I protect you from the world, from what I know could hurt you; and you protect me from what’s inside of me; from myself. You are my rock; and I am yours. You’re the only light I have when darkness are coming in my life and everything seems lost and over. I am the one you can run to if you’re scared or upset.
We help each other; love each other; and I know we will grow old together. And that’s all I can ask for.
You and me. Together in a small apartment, struggling to get everything we want done; but happy. I will be happy knowing that I’ll have the same bed, with the same person; my person, every night. That I will see the same smile when I call her name, hear the same voice saying “I love you” every day.
I can’t promise you that thing will be easy. But I can promise you that my heart will never leave your side.
It’s you and me; and it’s only the beginning of one of these epic love stories that makes people cry and believe in love so much it hurts~